悪弊 akuhei

A carving

made into nothing.
A tendency,
a bad habit
that i couldnt be rid of.
A tendency,
a bad habit
becoming something that i lean on.
To ease a pain
that often came
uninvited.
Barging in
making its home.
Pains
that wont go away
training me to be numb, deprived me of feelings.

A carving
made into nothing
as i do it so often,
that it aint a big deal,
to no one,
not even me.

-YMS-